I'll keep bashing my head against the wall called "poetry." I mean I can't stop writing it.
Charles Simic has been one of my favorite writers. This quote works for me. "Poetry is no longer a matter of choice with me...as far back as I can remember there was a kind of dumbness in me, a need that sought expression. How it eventually materialized in the act of writing a poem, belongs to a biography which I have only been able to recount in a few successful poems."
Here's one ...
WAR
The trembling finger of a woman
Goes down the long list of casualties.
The list is long.
All our names are included.
James Tate's work has always been something I turn to ...
LATE HARVEST
I look up and see
a white buffalo
emerging from the
enormous red gates
of a cattle truck
lumbering into
the mouth of the sun.
The prairie chickens
do not seem to fear
me; neither do the
girls in cellophane
fields, near me, hear me
changing the flat tire
on my black tractor.
I consider screaming
to them; then, night comes.